I cant believe i'm so bored to the extent that i actually created a livejornal account when i am already having trouble tryin to mantain this blog for the past 6 years and i actually shut it down for a year...well...i'm bored now.And I'm thinking of ways to maintain the 2 blogs . Dang!! If i delete this blog.. all my 821 posts wld be gone!! nooo...-heart pain-.I think i'll keep this blog la.it's been through the highs and lows with me.

Wished i've taken a day off. At least i can sit back and relax at home and feel lousy when my next pay cheque comes... hmmph!
I'm afraid the director might leave his office any moment and i'm Doomed!!! seriously, this is boring to the maxxx!!Ah, whatever, i'll just follow everyone's advice." Chill and earn free money ".

Danced yest after a godzillion years. it feels good to be exercising again, am all rusty already. A perfect prove, my leg cramped up halfway while dancing even after all the stretching.
Anyway, am a lil fed up with Yang. I seriously have no idea what is going on in his mind. And i can bet a thousand bucks if he reads this, he'll definitely say this to me,"Oh, you see! what kind of friend are you? know me for 8 years you still dont understand me! ok, byee. go find yourself another partner!!..". I've heard it a million times, and i'm kinda sick of it.

And the F**ked up Nic who claimed he dance hip hop and turned out to be a big fat liar. Took my crew SOOOO long to finally realise that he has been lying most of the time. But i'm glad they finally get to see the truth.
ARGHH, screw it. i cant be bothered anymore. I want to dance but the sequence of events is making me lose interest in dance. i dont want that to happen to me. i grew up dancing, i dont want to give it up like that. i dont want to, but i really feel like it.I've spent 16 years of my life dancing... Maybe i should go back to Ballet.
I hate it when i have to rely on someone to get something done. Example : Latin dance, you NEED a partner. without him, you're useless. Hip hop dance , you need a crew. i mean, you dont really do solo for that right?

Its sickening to have to worry that i'm gonna lose a partner anytime. I've changed like 4 bloody partners and EACH time i find a new partner. i have to start ALL OVER! total waste of money and time and whats the outcome? -a broken partnership because of committment problems. Well,I'm not the only one who's facing this problem. All the girls in Latin dance are too.
For the 13 years that i've been in ballet, i've relied on no one but myself. Had no problems until i tore my ligament while practicing for a 3 day ballet performance in victoria theatre. the practice was crazy, and with 2 shows a day,my legs suffered. Totally loved it but it cost me an injury. And since then, my teacher and parents have been encouraging me to stop dancing. But i refused to give it up for a silly injury. My legs are screwed up, i know it. I can feel the pain everytime i dance.




sighs.


i've finally let it all out..





On a lighter note,was walking around Raffles City Shopping center and i decided to try my luck at the Crumpler Shop. Guess what !! I saw my favourite bag!!!!!! -jumps for joy-
Not sure if i still wanna get it though. its $98 bucks, adn 10% off with UOB cards.But its still a lil pricey...





this is the bag i wanted to get.

But... i saw this other bag..


and i quite like this too!

hmm...


I want soo many things but when it actually comes to buying it, i'll a decade to decide whether i want buy it.hmm...

i'm alright with spending around $40-$50 on bags and clothes.. but anything more then that i'm kinda unwilling to spend.

oh well, i'll think about it for awhile, i can predict i'll take another month to decide, and once i've decided..i hope the bags wont be outta stock!...
hmmmm........



left her thoughts ♥ 12:41:00 PM

Human beings are complicated by nature and I wouldn't deny that.
You wouldn't believe my profession. But I have a strong passion for what I do.
I'm not a great dancer but dancing its one of my only burning passion in life that keeps me going. =)

A petite girl who loves to socialise and have tons of fun!
I'm patient but don't try to test the limits.
Well,as long as you are not a weirdo,you're most welcomed to join my social circle.
*cheerios!!